Everything Else.

I’ve been told to write about it. But I don’t want to start crying again, so I’ll write about everything else.

I’ve been thinking a lot about a new pair of boots. I don’t know if they exist, but I’ve designed them in my head. Knee-high, a dark heather-grey, with maroon lining the top. Maroon detail, perhaps a buckle, around the ankles.

Should I dye my hair something different? Maybe a deeper red? Or lighter? Or blonde at the tips? Nah, I’ll let it be.

Maybe when I go grey I’ll dye the tips maroon.

I’ve started writing down what I eat every day, just to see. Apparently I eat too much.

Losing eight lbs is not a crazy goal. Can’t seem to get much closer to it.

Had a dream last night that I kept looking for water, and I’d drink it down and be just as thirsty. Woke up, drank some water, and felt like I was going to throw up. I don’t know if it’s because of the water, though.

I feel simultaneously detached from the world and hyper-aware of everything around me.

Maybe I’ll do dark-red tips?

I have a confession. I hate khaki pants.

Definitely want to tan too much next summer. Six and a half months to go.

That’s roughly a quarter of…

Well. I didn’t write about it.

3 Comments

  1. Hi Esther,
    Many random thoughts there…
    Hopefully the thing/situation you are really thinking about, is sorted soon.
    Have a good weekend. :)

    1. Hey Phil,

      Hope everything is well by you!

      I did go through some rough times (breakup), but each day is better than the last! Strange, it feels like the end of an era, as one of my good friends mused. But thank Gd, good things are in abundance and will continue to be so – the world is full of opportunities!

      Thank you for your words of encouragement =]

      1. Hi my friend,
        All is well thanks.
        You’re onto a new chapter…now that you have recovered from the old one, enjoy and embrace the changes.
        Have a good week. :)

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