To whom it may concern though it may not, in fact, concern you in the slightest- Dear God, if you will. I'm writing from a seated position, leaning back as though to remember what it felt like to lean back into his arms, until that one day when I leaned and he didn't catch me. … Continue reading To Whom It May Concern
I’m blessed I’m blessed I’m blessed I’m blessed - and here's why social media is awesome. In my little rut right now, bouts of sadness crushing my productivity and my chest This isn’t even sadness, it is anxiety about impending change and implemented change and about cutting my thick, long hair off about ending a … Continue reading A Reminder
I had a crazy moment the other day. Well, it’s been a seemingly endless string of crazy moments, building up on one another to create this precarious tower that shook and rattled until it came crashing down – that’s what anxiety attacks feel like. You know exactly what’s happening, when it springs up on you. … Continue reading Letting Go of the Wall
I don't like the term Man plans and God laughs It implies a vindictive and Vengeful God Who finds amusement in our confusion Who smirks when we trip. I vote we change it to Man plans and God winces "No, don't go that way, it won't work" But still we do. We plan. He doesn't … Continue reading Here We Go Again!
Gratitude Which is the same thing as Appreciation Which slowly becomes Routine Leading to Desensitization And consequently Under-appreciation. How do we let ourselves get to that point? To where the largest blessing becomes something natural, and nothing of consequence, nothing important, or worthy of recognition and constant Gratitude. We’re back at the beginning of the … Continue reading From Apathy to Gratitude
*I miss the days when I didn't have anything to do so I became a beach hippie who listened to music all day and made friends with tall skinny dudes who were naturally hippier than I could ever be trying, who would then fall in love with me but I couldn't reciprocate, but that was … Continue reading Stream of Consciousness